cool blog...

check this out

http://1000awesomethings.com/

movies...

I don't watch much TV anymore...cause I love movies. Just about as much as books and coffee...it's actually a 3 way tie...but then there's my phone...but that's another post all together. this is one of my fave little indie flicks. I was reading one of my fave blogs "The sound of diesel musing" one day and he was giving a review of this movie. It's just as awesome as he said it was. So put it on your list for movies to watch before you die.

Love...

this would be "once"

<3 again...

this would be Landon Pigg. I love this song. It's about falling in love in a coffee shop...does not get better than that!!! Yes I know...I'm such a girl...enjoy...

<3

I love this artist. This would be Ingrid Michaelson. Give her a listen. Lyrics...once again...oh and the voice...stellar.

For my sweetie...for loving me just "The way I am"

I so get it...it's a cat thing

change

I've often said that change is good. But in this case it's not.

How can it be that you can live with someone for 24 years and not realize that you have been trying to make them into something they don't want to be made into?? I know that I hate it when someone tries to do this to me.

It's amazing to me that I have been blind to this. I could really beat myself up..but instead...I'm going to go deep inside and see what this is trying to teach me.

The miracle (thank you God for miracles) in all of this is that the person I was doing this to has a forgiving heart. In all of my humanness...my weakness...my ugliness...my intolerance (believe me when I tell you...he's seen it all) He still wants to be a part of my crazy...ever-changing...roller coaster ride of a life...dumbfounds me to say the least.

Let's just hope that my craziness ends here.

K

Why oh why...did it take me so long to adopt a friend?? I could give all kinds of excuses...but I would have to say it's because I didn't want to rock the boat...but not rocking the boat can lead to resentment.

Anyway...I'm so glad that the boat got rocked!!! And that I have my K. I know that I've said this before...but she's a joy!!! Let me tell you why.

When I come home at the end of the day...it doesn't matter where in the house she is...she runs to greet me @ the door.

I was really sick one day...she never left me.

She senses when I'm in a bad mood or sad...when this happens...she waits by feet until I pick her up and then she nuzzels my neck.

But the number one reason is...I think she came to me is...she knew that I needed an example of what unconditional love really is. One of my constant prayers is to be shown how to love this way. Since I don't have it in me by myself...and since I'm a visual learner...she found me. I am so the better for it.

I promise to always take care of you and try to follow your example of loving.