Thursday, July 30, 2009

back

just got back from a visit that was totally over due. Went to visit my Sister. It was lovely. She spoiled me rotten as she always has. When ever I need to be lifted up that's where I go. She's an amazing Mom...daughter...sister...wife and yes, most of all friend.

I joke that she's the one I would call if I ever needed to bury a body with no questions asked. You know...she's just got my back. I have been blessed with two amazing daughters and two amazing sisters...I guess that some place in my crazy life...I must have done at least one thing right.

While on this visit...she tried several times to take me to the movies...shopping...or anything else my heart desired...but to no avail...I asked her if we could just visit. And that's what we did.

It was so cool. Getting up up early...going to bed late...just talking and listening. Before I knew it...it was time to come home. I'm so glad that I went...I could have easily talked myself out of going...but the heart wants what the heart wants...and I for one am glad that I listened this time.

I truly hope you know how amazing you are...thank you for the gift of being my Sister.

Friday, July 10, 2009

light and dark

The word for the day is Dark Matter.

I plan on doing a lot more reading on this. Amazing. I love looking at the sky at night especially the stars. I know that this is only a theory...but I love this kind of stuff. I've never thought about what could be in the darkness around the stars. So very cool.

Columbia Encyclopedia: dark matter Top
dark matter, material that is believed to make up (along with dark energy) more than 90% of the mass of the universe but is not readily visible because it neither emits nor reflects electromagnetic radiation, such as light or radio signals. Its existence would explain gravitational anomalies seen in the motion and distribution of galaxies. Dark matter can be detected only indirectly, e.g., through the bending of light rays from distant stars by its gravity.

Dark matter may consist of dust, planets, intergalactic gas formed of ordinary matter, or of MACHOs [Massive Astrophysical Compact Halo Objects], nonluminous bodies such as burned-out stars, black holes, and brown dwarfs; these are the so-called hot dark matter and would be dispersed uniformly throughout the universe. The discovery in 2001 of a large concentration of white dwarf stars in the halo surrounding the Milky Way indicates that these burned-out stars could represent as much as a third of the dark matter in the universe.

Other theories hold that it is made of elementary particles that played a key role in the formation of the universe, possibly the low-mass neutrino or theoretical particles called axions and WIMPs [Weakly Interacting Massive Particles]; these are the so-called cold dark matter and would be found in clumps throughout the universe. In 1996 a Japanese team at the Univ. of Tokyo led by Yasushi Ikebe reported on dark-matter clumping in the galactic cluster Fornax. Clumps were found in two distinct regions: around a massive galaxy in the center of the cluster and, in larger amounts, around the entire cluster. This suggests that the slower, cold dark matter might form the smaller clumps associated with the galaxy while the faster, hot dark matter might form the larger clumps associated with the galactic cluster.

Computer simulations of the formation of the universe favored the cold dark matter but tended to predict the formation of too many dwarf galaxies when compared to the observed universe. This led to the postulation of warm dark matter, which resolved the simulation problems. Unlike cold dark matter, which has mass but virtually no velocity or temperature, or hot dark matter, which has mass and is highly energetic, warm dark matter has mass and a low temperature corresponding to an extremely low velocity.

See also interstellar matter.

Bibliography

See R. Morris, Cosmic Questions: Galactic Halos, Cold Dark Matter and the End of Time (1995); T. Van Flandern, Dark Matter, Missing Planets, and New Comets (2d ed. 1998); M. Hawkins, Hunting Down the Universe: The Missing Mass, Primordial Black Holes and Other Dark Matters (1999).


Thursday, July 9, 2009

unrest

I wonder if there's a name for it, a word...for the time you are laying in bed right before you fall asleep.

For me it can be a short time or a really long time. I really don't like this time lately. It's filled with things that are less than peaceful. I start thinking about stuff like...animal cruelty...people that are sick...war and suffering. Praying isn't enough.

I talked about this at my book club the other day. One of my friends asked me if I journaled. I said that I used to do it everyday...but for some reason stopped. She said it might help if I put these thoughts down and literally looked at them. Then when I finished looking at them, I could delete it if blogging on my computer or burn it...if on paper. She said it really helps with the negativity in her life.

So...I'm gonna give it a try.

The written word is a beautiful thing and now apparently therapeutic as well.

We'll see.

Friday, July 3, 2009

flying

San Marcos Texas is a beautiful place. It's a cozy town with beautiful hills and an amazing river running through it. I totally get why my daughters wanted to go to school here. I'm wondering...why I haven't made the move yet myself.

As a parent you always want your kids to do better than you did. It looks like they are off to a pretty good start. I'm so glad that they decided to give the "away from home college" experience a try. It was hard at first. I was always wondering if they were ok...had enough to eat...homesick...or all the other things a parent thinks about. And sometimes they were. But...it's just like when the momma bird pushes her baby out of the nest...scary at first...but flying must be an amazing thing.

Yesterday...I got to visit my first born (I don't like to use the word older...cause she's anything but) who has decided at the moment to make San Marcos her new home. She has landed her first "live by herself" apt. To say that it's cute...would be an understatement. It's got to be the coolest...coziest place I've ever seen. She's so proud of it. We helped her get settled and I got the awesome gift of taking her to get some of the things she needed to make it a bit more homie. It was a great time...a proud moment...another happy place.

She's flying.